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[23 M] Very scared, woke up with hard lump on back of head! Please Help

2022.01.24 07:15 BrandonCalsyn [23 M] Very scared, woke up with hard lump on back of head! Please Help

Sex: [M] Age: [23] Height: [5'10] Weight: [145] Race: [W] Medications: [Gabapentin 300mg 3 times daily] Disorders: [tic disorder] Smoke: [Juul] Drink [never]
I woke up last week with a hard lump on the back of my head that appeared overnight. I gave it a couple days and it temporarily turned liquidy and I started feeling ill for 2 days so I figured my body was getting rid of whatever it is.
I got better and it's still there, it feels like it may have lost some height and gotten wider instead. I plan on going to the ER tomorrow but I'm just very worried that it could be something bad, I have extreme anxiety that's why I take the medication I listed above.
The lump has no color at all, It's hard to the touch but now it feels like if I press hard enough it might move. It's close to the tendon connecting my head to my neck, along the right side. It's about a 1/4 of the way up my head from the back. It has no pain to the touch just discomfort if I press too hard or too much. The first few days I did have headaches though.
I have panic attacks often, and can't sleep due to them this has made it much worse.
Thank you if you respond, it means a lot to me. If you need any more information please ask.
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2022.01.24 07:15 UExis Koan of the Week: u/mortonslast

##### **Treasury of the Eye of True Teaching #103** *In the process of burning a clearing in the mountains, Master **[Dasu*i](\* saw a snake; * *tossing it into the fire with his staff, he clucked his tongue and said, * *"You still won't give up this physical body on your own; for you to die here will be like finding a lamp in the dark."* *Then a monk asked, "Is there any sin at such a time?"* *Dasui said, "When a stone tiger roars, the mountain valleys echo;* *where a wooden man yells, an iron ox is startled."* ______ **Morton’s Comment:** Another zen case FOA PETA, OMG. Dasui was burning a clearing in the forest. This is likely an example of slash-and-burn agriculture: cutting away the weeds and undergrowth in a forest, letting the cuttings dry out, then burning them to produce organic ash. The result is a fresh patch of very fertile, pest-free soil in which a community can grow legumes and vegetables - this is the way of life that sustained chan masters and adepts since time immemorial. Yunmen famously said "a day without work is a day without food". In other words, they took their vegetables deadly seriously. They certainly didn’t eat meat! One might assume the reason for this is because they are Buddhists, and Buddhists aim to live by a "do no harm" code of ethics, avoiding accumulation of karma. So, if that’s the case, why did Dasui decide it was acceptable to throw the snake into the fire? How do we get to the heart of this seemingly brutal act from an avowed vegetarian? I think we have two main rickety bridges to traverse from here… 1. Dasui spotted the snake trying to escape the flames and suddenly saw a gruesome opportunity to make an explicit teaching to his monks, one they wouldn’t soon forget (a’la Nanquan & his [cat]( we know that in zen, the ends (liberation) supposedly justify the means (button stomping). or 2. The snake was already unintentionally dead as a side effect of the slash-and-burn, and Dasui was simply using the body as a puppet to teach a lesson (a’la Baizhang & his [fox](\_Gateless\_Gate/Hyakujo%27s\_Fox)) So, his clucking the tongue was either an admonishment of the snake: "silly rabbit, trix are for kids" “how the hell can you escape hell?” or else something more like the noise you yourself might make when accidentally stepping on a snail in the street (nobody likes that). “*Cluck*. Shit, I killed it.” Of course, I don’t think it really matters either way. Leaving aside the "intent to kill" debate, the snake ultimately perished as a result of the monks establishing their farm. So too all the insects and other creatures that lived in that section of woodland. But, when hungry…eat, right? You can’t make a buddha without breaking some hearts (and filling some bowls - just ask skinny sidd, who had his own episode with a [ snake,a fire and a bowl]( The line "*for you to die here will be like finding a lamp in the dark" *is truly epic, and will likely remind you straightaway of Longtan’s magical guiding reversible [Candle]( I like the monk’s response "*is there any sin at such a time*?" because it could mean either : 1. He’s asking Dasui "hey, didn’t you just commit a sin?" 2. He’s asking if the snake clinging to its physical existence is a sin. In other words, he’s getting into the philosophical weeds over it, Mahamati style. And ultimately, it’ll be his own tiger either way... Dasui’s reply is one for your next cross-stitch, maybe: *When a stone tiger roars, the mountain valleys echo;* The stone tiger being a Zen master, or even Buddha-mind specifically. The mind illuminates the wide world in every direction, like an infinite bright lamp…. What darkness is left for "sin" to creep in? *where a wooden man yells, an iron ox is startled."* The wooden man reminds me of Yung Chia: "*just ask a wooden puppet how his search for enlightenment is going*". To me, the wooden man refers to the physical body. It’s an inversion of the preceding line. If the five sense clusters are calling the shots, the iron ox (Mind) anxiously, needlessly twitches back. So it goes with “sin”. Sins are our own inventions based on flawed conceptual interpretations of the material world, not something The Womb of Buddhas could be beholden to…but only if you have *real faith.* Which boils this conversation down to "what is appropriate behavior for a Buddhist?" Which I happen to think is a great question, by the way. Religions and philosophies will provide you with exhaustive lists about this. "Shoulds", “Spose-da’s”, not to mention a large amount of very reasonable suggestions about how we might behave around each other. FWIW. But *sin? * It’s for the birds: *One time when the Master was washing his bowls, he saw two birds contending over a frog. A monk who also saw this asked, "Why does it come to that?"* *The Master replied, "It's only for your benefit, Acarya."* (‘Acharya’ is an ancient name for an expert of all things scriptural and religious. In other words: "If you want to know about “*sin*" and “*meaning*” and “*why*”... then being confronted with the harsh abstract realities of nature might be exactly the medicine you need - make it your problem, you’re going to need to make it your solution too.) Like I said, it’s always your tiger. Maybe you could ask it if it thinks that ripping you into chunks is reasonable behaviour? Bet that’ll save you. So, dancing to the arbitrary made-up tune of right-and-wrong is like an iron ox quaking at the yelling of a wooden man. Sickness, in other words. This is why Hseuh Tou started his magnum [opus]( by telling his readers that the zen school doesn’t establish *any customary standard*. [Wumen](\_warnings\_wrrds\_to\_die\_by/) did exactly the same. If you or your special certified teacher disagree, and insist there* is* such an extant customary [standard](\_Buddhism\_Explanation), moral, meaningful or otherwise, *anywhere*….then just try to actually find it. Then perhaps the wooden man can flog the iron ox into submission with it, and you’ll get these cruel old zen bastards to behave. In the meantime, everyone else will be busy planting nutritious roots where the weeds burned away.
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